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Drop the Air

by If Only the Trees

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1.
Sameness 04:31
In a bomb shelter turned bar we prayed We angered and waved for some other way Counting hands for specifics throughout the rounds It was dark the way we thought we liked it No one stood on tables and fevered There was no pledge for only the fight We questioned the stories we were given We rearranged plans on hospital sheets Progress is real as machine and it sledges on We remembered the windows and traced the lines Fingers to glass, moisture numbing the yellow Our drinks a stability between our fading thumbs Lincoln’s head filled with whiskey, we laughed We fight the real war, we fight the real fight I’ve never been to Gettysburg but I’ve seen the signs And so I pictured a soldier smiling as the trying died Sameness is a uniquely random human lie And children rebel against time so we put the lights out The night is for doubt, in ourselves and our escape And for doubt’s sake we better keep the lie alive
2.
There’s an undisciplined theory Of how she shops for groceries But I’ll never know the way She puts armchairs on the lawn Or weighs pros and cons against her heart Meet me in the middle, she’d say She’d say, meet me at three We made vague plans for the mainland To throw up our gold medals Watch ‘em swim around in despair Pack up and find home But where are Carver’s liquors To personify the unknown And if I fought in the culture war I left it the same as before Now I know to ask for help And I know to feed the doves It doesn’t make me more human To close my eyes and count the colors Who was who at the start? It’s unclear, we never kept track Of which of our moments are new And which ones left and turned back I could step up and look straight At that something undefined in you And I’ll never have an idea Of what feeling I should create Forgive me if I drop the air Just this time, stare where I stare Forgive me, forgive me if I drop the air I’ve gotta, I’ve gotta separate somewhere [Forgive me if I drop the air Just this time, stare where I stare Forgive me, forgive me if I drop the air I’ve gotta, I’ve gotta separate somewhere[ [Who was who at the start? It’s unclear, we never kept track Of which of our moments are new And which ones left and turned back I could step up and look straight At that something undefined in you And I’ll never have an idea Of what feeling I should create] [Meet me in the middle, she’d say She’d say, meet me at three Meet me in the middle, she’d say She’d say, meet me at three Meet me in the middle, she’d say She’d say, meet me at three Meet me in the middle, she’d say She’d say, if only the trees]
3.
It’s clear waking up the morning after I can tell the stars there’s no one there I’m strong, I don’t need a hug and roll over Leave that to the high school syrup chuggers And their fancy cigars I use both hands, I scratch loops when I wait I send spite to those who stay in their place A cautious Huey, I get carried away Spinning some winner’s circle, some new way And this how we bide our time now Judging from the floor We can leave our norms alone now Darling, we’re almost home I stand in corners, I watch people read Wonder how to come in the way they leave This world is a world of tangible things And it changes quickly without thinking And this how we bide our time now Judging from the floor We can leave our norms alone now Darling, we’re almost home I’m safe, I swear No matter how much you care There’s nothing more unique Than a repeat gone wrong I’m safe, I swear No matter how much you care There’s nothing more unique Than a repeat gone wrong I’m safe, I swear No matter how much you care There’s nothing more unique Than a repeat gone wrong I’m safe, I swear No matter how much you care There’s nothing more unique Than a repeat gone wrong
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My thoughts are Bethany’s dolphins Their fins gleam fast as they stream along I don’t know where they’re going But rusty norms tell me somewhere wrong I’m afraid of the ocean It’s almost forever and has nothing to hide Plays around with my workings Makes me Pluto from the other side I’m a fine grain of sand But Teixeira’s tide won’t come out to play The sun is bouncing and blowing Sick of trying to shine me whichever way Use your own old favorite shovel Nudge me over on your way down east Bring a face to haunt you Bring a name to carve on all the trees [There’s so much plenty of to go around We just have to want it out There’s so much plenty of to go around We just have to wait it out There’s so much plenty of to go around We better love to numb it out] My compass drags toward poison My needle bends with metal wearing thin Leaves me curved to hollow With just your chrome barely seeping in I wanna breathe in your hammock But I’m waiting to ask you if you’re feeling free You swing from coast to fence line Forever ripped in my periphery
6.
The Heirs 00:53
7.
Disappear 08:27
What in the world do I tell my future son When all that’s left is all there’s ever been Do I tell him to go out and see the seen In some way it’s never shown before You and me can’t just disappear There’s cool air and meadows and beauty You and me can’t just disappear I’ll show it, I’ll show it, I’ll show it
8.
I have this favorite moment Of you smoking in the mirror Debating me on the best way To eat a muffin neatly And I still owe you Slurpees for dinner And curbside seats To the red line drone parade Just an average perfect evening We’re the cracked screen kids This week we’ll eat outside And watch the white girls run All parties from here on in All Bohs this time of year What’s left for us to want We wait in secondhand For a nothing that won’t come We know, we know better We’re the cracked screen kids We’re the cracked screen kids We’re the cracked screen kids We’re the cracked screen kids We’re the cracked screen kids We’re the cracked screen kids

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If Only the Trees is:

Steven Hershkowitz - vocals, lyrics
Jon Wolper - guitars, keys, programming, additional vocals, additional percussion

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Robert Manzo - drums, vocals
Kenny Eaton - bass, additional percussion
Juan Ignacio Emme - cello
Dan Sakamoto - piano, "So Much Plenty Of"

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Recorded, mixed, and mastered by Kenny Eaton at Mystery Ton Studios in Monrovia, Md.
Cover photo and illustration by Eian Kantor and Molly Crosby

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released September 5, 2018

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Forgive me if I drop the air. I've gotta separate somewhere.

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